Journal
response to Portrait of the
Artist as a Young Man
Portrait
of the Artist… is quite possibly the most unique book I have
ever read. The autobiographical style of Joyce is intriguing;
his style of
writing is like a fluent chain of thought.
The progression of Stephen Dedalus
through his childhood was a difficult one
filled with hardships and misunderstandings. Stephen was a
different child.
I believe he had what some would call the curse of genius.
Stephen looked
at things differently - he analyzed words and looked for divine
moments of
enlightenment or epiphanies to rationalize life. I
personally could only
boast maybe one half of a brief moment of divine truth or epiphany
and I'm
probably lucky for just that. The main influences on his life
- his family,
religion, and the politics of
Ireland
- were constantly sources for his
experiences and encouragement. Stephen's experiences with his sin
and in
turn his temporary spiritual rebirth shows his devotion and the
impact religion
had on his life and career. His father's misfortune and his
family's fall
into poverty gave Stephen great unrest and shame about his whole
aspect on
life and contributed to many of his
choices.
At the
very beginning of the book when Stephen comes home from school for
Christmas he experiences his first political discussion about
Parnell and
Ireland
. All of these influences along with his personal feelings
about Women and Sin contribute to his decision to take his own coarse
in life and to become an artist. I
believe that this book is for anybody deciding what their niche in
life is,
or it wouldn't hold that universal appeal that is embedded in art.
I
really enjoyed the emphasis Stephen put on walking, I think that
walking is the
best way to examine anything and for me walking is the best way to
brainstorm. Stephen strikes me as the type who may be very
popular but
doesn't necessarily have any true friends. I can completely
relate to his
experience at the birthday party at which he participates mildly but
doesn't
really enjoy himself. Many times I find myself attending
social events for
no reason at all but to make others happy. I see parties as labours
at the
best of times and are especially dull
when I am in deep thought.
The
article “On A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man" is an
excellent
insight into Joyce's style and motives and even a good resource for
the
actual reading. This again examines Stephen's "aesthetic
formulation" in
which wholeness, harmoniousness, and significant character all
contribute to
making art. I found the line in which the article discusses
Stephen's
association with The Universe quite intriguing. "His
ambulatory, dialectical
journey is a quest to find the defining unity, the composing
harmony, and
the significant character of each of these broadening localities
containing
'Stephen Dedalus'." This was
a good read and I think I shall look forward
to reading more Joyce in the future.